Summary of 2005

Waterfall cascading over dark rocky cliffs.

This is a summary: Of what I have done through forgiving the husband of my youth. It is a big deal because it was the first time, anyone had asked me, to pray, with him! What was funny, I had already started writing, before I received his letter. So when he was asking, he was already provided for,…

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Gloomy

Ocean view with distant mountain island.

I feel gloomy, and there is a black aura.  All “the ugliness is subsiding. There is a God seen. Till death do us part, is as close, as one’s last breath, for with years, comes the inevitable death.” “Like an Eternity” 96′  “Join together as one.” United, In The Kingdom of Heaven, Within. There The…

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Happy Birthday Daddy

Silhouetted dock and trees at sunset.

As soon as I am finished, Going through my stack, of scriptures, vocabulary, excerpts, and the leftovers, I wrote, PART 1 through 15 of: “You Are, and I Am In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.” My oldest daughter called me, and she said, “Mom, she started reading to me, and it was…

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June 19, 2014

Waterfall framed by trees in a forest.

You alone walked me, through the fire. I have no fight left again “Oh Jesus I am scared please bring The Holy Comforter down,” and let’s take action for the wages of sin are death. But life is granted, in Your Resurrection to Life Eternal. The Remission of The World, through One Portal. Through Your…

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Wendy’s Conversations With the Lord

Full moon glowing in dark cloudy sky.

I am in my nineteenth year of gathering, my conversations with the Lord. I did some things backward instead of forward. This has caused me a lot more work, but I figure, this is the way, I learned it. No, I did it, and then I discovered it while putting it together. If I could…

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In the “I” of Me

Cloudy sky with sun partially visible.

I need to hear You, Lord. Open my ears. I have noticed that there are people who think that talking and writing in the “I” of yours is wrong. Well, I have come to say:  This whole book, all my writings, is in the eye of me, and I am not taking it back. To…

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In a Void

Calm sea with distant boat and hills.

I would not forgive myself.   Dead of eternal life. In a void of no understanding. No brain function, just like a floater; no constructive energy thought. The same old, nothing is going on on the inside of me. Open up my heart again, Lord. Please do not bring the floods. I have done enough crying for…

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One Hundred

Full moon partially obscured by clouds.

I have known since I wrote “In Presence of Spirit,” that it is special. The only one of its kind. To bring one’s writing to over seven hundred scripts. Poems, praises, verses, and love at one hundred percent. I get a one hundred, “100,” for my dedication to “In Presence of Spirit.” A journey from…

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Forty Seven Years Old

Sunset over calm water and horizon.

It would be nice to write long writings, but I guess it is not meant to be. I am a forty-seven-year-old, divorced for twelve years. He had the children for twenty-three months. I have had them for minus twenty-three months of their lives, and they are already twenty-five, twenty-three, and twenty-one, with six grandchildren: one in…

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Get Through It

Tropical coastline with lush green hills.

Oh Well! Get through it! Pray for a miracle. Oh Lord, we are up for one. The big house, 400 Peking—I lived there for so many years.  I barely put anything in “In Presence of Spirit,” the book.  “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord” and “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by the…

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