Heaven is Within

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The Kingdom of Heaven is within, God dwells in all souls. “Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.…

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To You Who Reads

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To you who reads, and does not leave. You are the one who took the time to look past the “I am” of me, and feel for yourself that you are In Presence of Spirit when you read. I am, and you are, In Presence of Spirit in conversations with the Lord when you read…

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Big Deal

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Not to make a big deal, But it is the biggest present I have ever received. I have to share it. Time is up. I cannot procrastinate the inevitable anymore. I wrote a partial book. It is published. It has not been read by many—only a few family members. My twin has not read it,…

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Twelve Years Ago

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I always, and forever, have my book. I share my writings with you. Not a partial book, but the whole extended work—my fourteen parts, Conversations with the Lord. There is nothing that can take away the authenticity of this major project I have been on since January 1996. “Knowledge had, but impatiently, been misplaced. The…

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Free to Be Me

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I want to get technical about my personal writings, “In Presence of Spirit,” now, “In Presence with Spirit.” I was never on my own. While I am In Presence of Spirit, my reason is for the overall purpose of finding my Christ again—the “I am” of me, myself, and I that is not consumed with…

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Set Free

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In Jesus, name, Lord, “In Presence of Spirit, is ready to be set free. The world needs to be set free from bondage through You, Christ Jesus. “We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord.” You, Christ Jesus, have shown the passage through Your life, ministry, and parables—the mysteries, the love…

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Here We Go Again

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I am on my own again. My brother, and twin sister, left yesterday. I have two days left on GoDaddy.com. I did not do anything with the security, but I did delete all the backups from the past. I do not know what to think about all of this. How can I do it all…

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Turn Around

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Hello, my name is Wendy. I have been sharing my innermost conversations with the world since December 13, 2013, on this site. It has grown into a massive website—358 GB stored in hosting, including backups, security, SSL, four domains, and DNS for all four. I messed it up again and lost another day of data.…

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Greater Calling

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Dear Jesus Christ in your name I pray: Lord, I need to wake up and do something. I am sleeping way too much. I ask, in the name of Jesus Christ, that You open my heart to understanding again. I ask in Your name, Jesus, to open my mind, my heart, my perception, my love,…

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It is Not to Late

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Jesus, I am sorry, I did not promote our book, Rain drop with a bright light. It is not too late. I need to bypass the publishing company. I place “In Presence of Spirit,” the book, in the Holy Spirit’s hands. In touching the presence in Spirit, Lord, it is an honor to have been…

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