It is about You, giving me a beautiful gift of You, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Waiting for the word, to start my internal purification, all over again. I am waiting, for the complete closure, of my writings, to You. So I can send them out, to who finds it, in their hearts, to read.
It is mostly, “In Presence of Spirit.” I can not take me out of it. So what if I am unknown. It is about finding You, in my heart, in my soul, in my mind.
It is about You, giving me a beautiful gift of You, “In Presence of Spirit,” The first writing, “and all the rest.” The reason all this has come together, For Your World Awakening. In You, Through You, on the side of You, On Your Feet, In The Twinkling of Your Spiritual Presence.
Through The Unveiling of Your Love for Mankind, To come into the inner chamber of their hearts. You will meet them, and activate the total rights of, Your Great Power Calling, through me, for them. Have to give, to receive.
Lord Have Mercy, On The Whole World. Bring Us Out Of The Darkness, and Into The Light of Your Ever Presence. Shine Your Love on The Multitudes, In The Presence of Your Spirit. I Claim Prosperity of Heart, Mind, and Soul. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All, Forevermore. October 15, 2009, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
My perception of life is not understood, in this day and age.
Our Purpose in Life Is Everlasting Life
There is Father, and Mother, Brother, and Sister, “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeats itself, down the long stretch, of this century and all the rest.
How do we perceive time?
We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or traveling to the ancient cities. “or of course, living there.” Oh, to walk, where Jesus Christ, walked. Many of you, have walked, on the same streets and paths, Our Dear Lord, walked on.
What is this leading?
Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life!
We cannot see that but we can know in our hearts it is there. I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, Our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can sow, all the riches, of the world, around. Mind you, not material things.What all of us, every one of us, need to do: Is put, “Our Faith Together,” and bring Love, Peace, Cures for Every Illness, Food, and Water, To Everyone, The World Over.
Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
The graces of time, are not forgotten. We are all, a part of, Our Ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives, with barriers, of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive. I remember, the voice, that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish, I would have listened. I would not have suffered, in the ways, I did.
I also recall struggling, to get my spirit to come back,
Only to let go, and be idle, lazy, feeling nothing. It’s such an awful waste of time, to destroy oneself, with negativity. It alters one’s functioning, ability. It is a disability, in every sense of the word. Every negative thought, is a disability, because it is so hard, to let yourself learn, to use, your thinking constructively. September 1989
My youngest daughter brought this with her January 16, 1998, The Husband of my youth gave me back my three teenagers in a brand new Mobile Home in Converse Texas. It is a special writing to me because she saved it for me, and because it does say a lot.
It was a spontaneous, writing. The best kind. Although, I have not written in a year. I have my writings to work on and share with you. I probably sound like, I am coming out of left field, but in actuality, I am coming out in right field.
I do not know what to do, so I am waiting. Besides my computer could crash at any time. And my eyes still work but they have issues. So I have not blogged around, because I have little memory on my computer, and I can only do what I am doing. Which is little, right now. So I wait. November 15, 2012, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
May 2, 2017, Just going through one last time. I have deactivated some accounts. I figure this will be my last months here on my site. I am tired and it is costing me money, I do not have.
As for my whole entire family that has not read it, I did it all for me. I do not care that the whole bunch of you think I am crazy, and did not even care to read, this is including my very own children, twin sister, older sister, brother. My deceased Mother that had four years, she could have read the book, but did not. You know what, even my husband of my youth only read a few pages.
They have always been with The Lord and me, and will always be, “In Presence of Spirit.” 1988 – 2017, 29 years my “In Presence of Spirit,” has been with me. Thank you, God for The Father, God The Son, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, I am grateful for all our times, in “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy
The cycle is not being targeted or amended. We would have to modify, in Jesus Christ World Awakening, forever.
What will be, is meant to be, take the legalization of Abortion, off the face of the map, use protection or do not do it — the change from child to complete responsibility, for your new life. It is not hard. Transfer!
Stop legalized Abortion, completely! Stop children, from making up their minds. They have scars for life. Nothing, is ever the same, inside. The innocence has vanished.
The love that could have been, has been taken away,
The newness of life is gone. Always, having the pain of loss, of love, of life, literally. Abortion is not the answer.Bring back the innocence, in our children. Do not let them make a choice that will scar, them until they meet their maker. Give them two options. Have the baby. Or Adopt the baby to someone who needs to love a precious angel.
Now they do not let Parents involve themselves with the immediate details, of which their children are going through. Why has their choice been given to them? Every day you never forget, especially when you have nine grandchildren. In three’s at the same time, in nine years, one passed away at four months, SIDS.
This decision of termination, of a pregnancy, to a child, is insane.
The scars from the experience, do not just last, for a day. They are, ever-present, and there is not one thing, you can do about it after it is done. You suffer alienation, guilt, depression, anxiety, a secret, (among other repercussions,) then when you are pregnant with your Husband, you feel insecure, you think, you are going to be punished, for the tragedy, that befell you. You grieve not just days, weeks, months; you grieve for years. I am telling you. My happiness was destroyed, inside of me.
Clean, The World Up.Bring Back The Love, Understanding Innocence of The New Day.
Bring It Back Into The Hearts of Mankind.Take Abortion, out of their, vocabulary. If you want to play, you play for keeps, or you adopt your child — no more excuses.Russian rue-let, you play with adult matters. There are only seventy-two hours, to get pregnant, a month.
How many bull’s eyes? Millions. Do not do it. It is not fun. It is not loving, compassion, understanding, it is a servant, to the guy and then on call 24-7 for years, for your baby. Stop, Look, Listen! Does your gut say, No, but your body says yes, that is when you say, No and go home?
Always go with your gut instinct, that is Jesus,
Telling you to go the other way, and you decide to go, your way. Your approach is the wrong way. If you listen to that gut instinct, it will always be the right way. You cannot, go wrong.
You do not live with the guilt, that smothers the very presence of your inner being because it is clouded with heavy darkness. Because of that one time was devastating after that I was a mess, With what seems like, no way, out of the pain, and isolation, one goes through, in the in and out, of, The Abortion.
That is it! No turning back ever.
Only to the pain, and misery of that decision, that is made out of fear, no means, no childhood — a child taking care of a child. Or anyone’s agony having made such a huge decision, or someone else making that decision for you. Not knowing the repercussion of that horrible experience you can never take back. September 22, 2009
February 24, 2013,“My number one reason for Publishing this, is for the ones, that are about to make a choice, that will have a negative impact, on their life.”To make the ever after choice, is better, than the other — my misery to prove it.
NO! is the only choice. Give it to God. Think of God. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God. He is here in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows. Go into your inner being accept His gift a new awakening shall take place. How can “Show them the way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” “In Presence of Spirit,“ be given to the ones that need to know now?I can not do it by myself. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The loneliness is subsiding, that, there is God. Till death do us part, is as close, as one’s last breath, for with years, comes the inevitable end. The days have caught up; the time is at hand. Join Together, One and All, Your Parents, Your Grandparents, Your Children, Your Families, and Your Neighbors need You. God said, “No more suffering.” The pain remembered, oh so distant, but right at the grasp of the mind’s eye, a lifetime, in one thought.
Come out of the grave of the outer, and into the peace of the inner.
Give it, To God through Jesus Christ. Think not of yourself, but give of yourself. My mind is clear of all obstructions. The cobwebs have been cleaned. The understanding, of the parables, is precise, not just for me, and you but, for everyone concerned.
For if it is to be,
To satisfy all the lusts imaginable, why are you still without, an empty void? Awesome, Yuk, the dung of existence, for if we are without, what must it be like, within?
The Liberty of Our Eternal Existence is at hand.
Clean your internal house, clear the cobwebs. Without, you are lost, with there is no separation, for within, comes contentment.
Withdraw inward, seek the peace within. The passion comes from long-suffering. Greed comes from the lusts of man. Where is the freedom? The World is contrite. Litigation, is in an explosion of catastrophes, daily.
Seek, and you will find.
Knock, and the door will be opened. Listen, and you will hear. Enter the inner chamber, and clear the misconceptions of existence. There is only one way, one way through the narrow hall, for verily, if we sway, the way can be, reversed.
The Passion of Christ is Within.
The Promises, are of, Christ Within. The Mysteries, of Christ, are, Within. The Lusts of The World, are Deteriorating Our Existence. Fight for, The Truth.
The Truth Is In Us All. The search is final. Once found, stacked down, there is no other, The One, The Redeemer of Our Souls, is in your face. July 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I feel the need to share this again. Upfront and personal. This is my very first picture with my first cell phone without a flash. The Tree is my baby, I saved it from extinction, one root in dry soil. Yeah, I love it.
The Beginning of The End of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
of the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” Each and everyone, of “My Conversations with the Lord,” is mine, To Share, and Share I Must Do.
In the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, I Pray, for World Healing, In and Through, The Love of God The Father, God The Son, and God The Holy Spirit, of You, Jesus Christ. In One, “With The Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”
I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The Only One, who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain, right out of me, and gave me, all my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with You, where I want to be. no date Wendy Yvette Greenwell
