I have to search for a photo, and I want to Publish, right now.
What to do? No where to go! Isolated with or without a car. I asked for help none given. We are okay.
Talk, to God, Wendy, ask for understanding, patience, wisdom, knowledge, ask for the Holy Spirit to come into me, and help me through these minutes left to the unveiling of my true hearts desire. Is to be one with you Lord, in presence of the Holy Spirit.
I am grateful for all our times, “In Presence of Spirit,” I want more. Open my heart to understanding, all these positive attributes are in the heavens, and still part of me. As in my, I am, In Presence of Spirit, with you Lord.
I want to be inside the oneness of truth that only you possess. I need your guidance, love, touch of spirit. I want to feel the ignition switch, ignite our, “In Presence of Spirit.com.”
Lord, show me the way out of poverty, into the riches of the glorious treasures of the kingdom of heaven within, forever. Amen. I would like to give the attention to “Our Writings,” they are meant to be shared. Wendy
I talked to the one, and only person that could help me go through the process of deleting large amounts of files, in the heart of the server. Massive amounts of data, I deleted in one click. On another issue, she said, I would have to talk to my Developer. I said, I do not have one.
Now, I am here for the rest of 2022. God willing. I wonder what the year is going to bring. The site hit 94,647 page views for this year. Only because I have worked on it.
My site is secure, and the threat of losing it is gone. It is a relief. I did not know what I was going to do with my time. Especially after Publishing 60, in sixty nine days.
I need to revise a quote I wrote, last Publication. My personal conversations with the Lord, are priceless to me, they are also, timeless. Even the one’s I have the dates on.
The Dr., the Assistant Physicians Assistant, a couple of RN’s, LVN, came over to check on Richard, they have discharged him from the services.
They did not order any devices that would help in anything. No bed rails. A Hoyer Lift, of some sort, or something he could grab on to, to help me dress him, for goodness sake. They were’ no help at all.
I am on my own again. My brother, and twin sister, left yesterday.
The photo’s are unique, and I Love all of them
I have two days left, on Godaddy.com. I did not do anything on the Security. I did delete all the back ups of the past.
I do not know what to think about all of this. How can I do it all over again. I can not. I bought a 1 TB hard drive so I can save it. I need to figure it out, how to do it.
I also read that I do not have, to have a privacy page because I am a closed Website, no transactions what so ever. It has not made a cent.
This gift was given freely, and I shared it, without putting any kind of price on it. It is a priceless manuscript, to me.
I followed through with every entry into, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” It is my own, everything. It is the reason I am breathing still. It is my desire to share my times, In Presence of Spirit, with anyone who finds it.
Now, I cannot be spontaneous, because they might shut me down on the 11th for something, I did not do. Who do I talk to, they are all workers from home. I want to talk to the President of the Company. Who is that.
Hello, I am not freaking out. Whoever you are that has been following, in your own way, inpresenceofspirit.com, it might not be here on the 11th of March. I am not mad. I am not crying. I had nothing to do with them setting up my Security. I can say, WTF.
So, with all of this, as I once said, I asked no one’s permission, advise, input. I have Published 580 writings, maybe I went over board on the Photo’s. I do not have time to take them off again.
I felt the, I have to of it all. It is done. I can not change what I have done. I wanted to share since the beginning with “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing. Over, three decades ago.
I produced it, in my website. By myself. I went into a foreign zone, the internet. It is oh so weird, that I would have the courage to do this. The boldness in all the words that came out of my experience. Looking past myself, to complete my website.
I do not know how it is going to turn out. With God’s Holy Spirit, all things are possible. I put inpresenceofspirit.com, in your hands, Lord. Wendy
I have been sharing my innermost conversations with the World, since December 13, 2013, on this site.
It has grown into a massive website. 358 GB are stored in the hosting, back ups, security, SSL, four domains, DNS, for all four.
I messed it up again, and lost another day of data. To my surprise, I get a e-mail, from the Security team, that has me thinking, I have a few more days, until I change course on my website, and the destination it has lived at since December 13, 2013.
I was afraid to check the site, because yesterday I could not get into my dashboard. I did something that I should have left alone. So, I downloaded the 2nd of March, and then restored it, everything.
Then late last night I got a message saying, that I need to find another Platform. By the 11th of March. Are you serious. Yes, I am. My kind of website is not for their servers, etc.
So, what am I supposed to do. I have know idea, but to back it all up on a couple of memory devices. I am going to get one terabyte. I am not a usual website. I do not feel like it is a blog. I have to say it is not a book. I left that behind a long time ago.
Like they say sharing is caring. I believe beyond a shadow of doubt, that all my writings are meant to be shared. No matter what avenue, I will take in the future.
The two I Published in March got deleted. So, I am going to Publish them again. Will see what tomorrow will bring. I have a few days to figure it out. Take care, and know, all I want to do is share time with you, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
